Past week or so!

So today a few of the USMC Gals got some heartbreaking news! And it truly opened my eyes to somethings! I truly am very lucky with Chris's job! We have a guaranteed 2 years no deployment. I don't have to worry about the next time he will be safe, and in the same country that I live in. I do take advantage of what I have. I have a guaranteed phone call at least once a week! I know that I can go see him when he gets time off. And even though I do not know when exactly I will see him next it's completely worth it! I know he is safe....well safe-ish! I do no know what I would do if I thought i had a month or so before deployment and it is bumped up to little to no time at all! They are very strong people!

Stay safe out there boys! And come home!

I can not wait until I see Chris again! Hopefully it will be this weekend. If not then hopefully this month! I miss him sooo much! It has been over 4 months. We're now working on month 5! I made a Donut of Misery. It's a great thing for military families! It breaks the time up from the day they leave until the day they are supposed to come home. My DOM is set for the day he left, Easter Sunday, to the day he should be home, December 28! I love checking it and seeing how it constantly changes! It is currently at 51%!!! We're almost halfway done! I can't wait for it to say 50%!

Lately Chris and I have been fighting like crazy! Well mainly me yelling and him ignoring me! Definitely a rough patch. But after this long apart, we're destined to have moments like this! Today we're good! Monday and Tuesday we were not good at all. He called last night after a few days of not talking...sometimes not talking does make everything better! But shh don't tell my boyfriend! He thinks that ignoring me and giving me space will in the long run help me get over it.....Well usually I would completely disagree! But for the past few times we've fought, we have given eachother space and not talked for a few days and it gets better as soon as we talk....I am sure in most relationships this would not work....for us it's perfect! Although I hate it at the time, thinking about it now I completely agree with him.

All I can say is I truly do love Christopher. He is my best friend and I don't know what life would be without him! I miss him more than words can say. I can't wait to see him again!

I love and miss you boo! Forever and always! No Matter what!