Sorry........

So this used to be all about me and some guy who screwed me over completely. I have completely changed my life and made new changes just for me. I have made choices all by myself. Some were good and others were not so good for other people. I apologize to anyone who I may have hurt over the last 6 months or so. But I needed to do these things for me. None of my decisions were meant to hurt anyone, and if I could I would go back and change all of them so no one got hurt. However, that is completely impossible. It happened. I know I did not do anything wrong per say but I know what I did hurt a few people. So I am sorry. I really am. I really never meant to hurt anyone even though it did happen. But what I did, I did for me and it got me to wear I needed to be. Underneath the deployment mumbo jumbo, I am truly the happiest I have been in years. Diego and I came at kind of a rough time but it happened at the perfect time and neither of us would change it for the world. We have quite a first year together ahead of us but we both know it will definitely be worth it when we look back. I miss him so much and really wish this would have happened way before it did so I had a little more time with him. But it didn't. And we made the best out of what we had.

Come home soon Sunshine!

Remember when!

This was when USMC Gals was like 20 people! haha

USMC GALS 15 COMMANDMENTS

#1 Thou shalt not lie about a USMC girl’s man
#2 Thou shalt be supportive of her Marine
#3 Thou shalt never F*** with a Usmcgal because she has more crazy B*****es Backing her up
#4 Thou shalt not be upset if her Marine puts the Corps first
#5 Thou shalt always follow Semper Fi
#6 Thou shalt use your sexy weapon as a last resort
#7 Thou shalt rock something sexy when her Marine gets home
#8 Thou shalt always be prepared to yell OOH-RAH!
#9 Thou shalt always rock his dog tags over pearls any day
#10 Thou shalt always practice PT when her Marine comes home
#11 Thou shalt always be by her phone just in case her Marine calls so she doesn’t miss it
#12 Thou shalt not kill the mailman when waiting for her Marine’s letter
#13 Thou shalt always talk to her gals when she is feeling down
#14 Thou shalt not beat a B****es A** for thinking she misses her man more than a USMC GAL
#15 Thou shalt send care packages for her Marine when he is deployed.

Welcome to the USMCGALS
OOH-RAH!

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes :)

So this whole me updating my blog more thing did not work at all! I have severely slacked on my blog! I am horrible about keeping promises and resolutions. Instead of saying I am going to write once a day or week, I am going to write when something is going on in my life. Considering Diego is deployed it might be quite frequently!

That brings us to our first topic. Diego! Diego and I met December 23, 2010 (I think. He knows though). When I first met him I thought he was straight

stupid. His spelling was ridiculous! I can remember the first few things he said to me. Said I was pretty, and wanted a picture for his phone. I was like what a creep! He was on his way home to Texas and we talked the whole time. We'd talk every few days for a few weeks and then started talking like everyday and skyping. He was on

e of m

y best friends! He found out about a month ago that his deployment was being drastically bumped up. Somehow or another Diego and I developed feelings for each other. While on his pre-deployment leave things completely changed from friends to

dating very quickly. With him having limited time left in the country, we were pretty much

inseparable. I learned soo much about that man it wasn't even funny. I experienced th

ings that I didn't know about until after I tried it, I went beyond my comfort zone, and pretty much lived with Diego the last week and a half he was stat

es side. I am so thankful for the time we had together before he left. Everyday was an adventure with him. Preparing for his deployment was a mess. Packing up everything, moving everything, doing uniforms, and getting as much him and I time into a week and a half! I can't believe how much we managed to squeeze into one week. But we did and so much more! We found a puppy that Diego is madly in love with. His name is Tito

or as I call it Papi Jr. He is so tiny and adorable! We want him so bad! He is a teacup yorkie and is like 1 pound and always has its tongue sticked out!

Tuesday was one of the hardest days ever. I said see you later to my Sunshine for at least 11-12 months. I don't know how people kept straight faces and didn't show any emotion. I was crying like a little baby when they left. I can't believe they are finally gone! I'm waiting to wake up from this dream! I heard from him for the first time in a few days yesterday on facebook! Everyone was getting calls from their Marines, except me. As soon as I went to take a nap he got online. It was great while it lasted! I miss him like f

reaking crazy! I wish he'd come home already and it hasn't been that long! He said he would try to call me last night and didn't. It's so weird. I know I should get used to it but it sucks! Hopefully I hear from him soon though!