Sorry........

So this used to be all about me and some guy who screwed me over completely. I have completely changed my life and made new changes just for me. I have made choices all by myself. Some were good and others were not so good for other people. I apologize to anyone who I may have hurt over the last 6 months or so. But I needed to do these things for me. None of my decisions were meant to hurt anyone, and if I could I would go back and change all of them so no one got hurt. However, that is completely impossible. It happened. I know I did not do anything wrong per say but I know what I did hurt a few people. So I am sorry. I really am. I really never meant to hurt anyone even though it did happen. But what I did, I did for me and it got me to wear I needed to be. Underneath the deployment mumbo jumbo, I am truly the happiest I have been in years. Diego and I came at kind of a rough time but it happened at the perfect time and neither of us would change it for the world. We have quite a first year together ahead of us but we both know it will definitely be worth it when we look back. I miss him so much and really wish this would have happened way before it did so I had a little more time with him. But it didn't. And we made the best out of what we had.

Come home soon Sunshine!