When I got home I was attacked with dogs! I had the dachshund up on my lap, and my two big dogs pushing back to get closer and get some love! I loveeee my dogs! They always l

ove you! The next day I took my brother to school at 7:
30 am! Very, very early :) Then came back and took a nap with my Mag-pie! She woke up as the flash hit her eyes but she was laying on the backs of my legs! I love
it! Chris was replaced during naptimes while I
was there!
Later I had lunch with my Dad wh
ere I spilled the beans about changing my major. He was soo not
happy. I still don't really understand why. I think my family thinks that being a nurse is so great and glorified? But it isn't what I want anymore. Like yeah I am positive that being a nurse would be great, for a while. I want a job that is fun, changing, and all that all the time! I don't know what is going on. However, I know what I want and that will not change. I have t
he biggest and best supporter!
He may be about 470 miles away but he will always support me! I thought my Dad might be a little weird about it but not as upset as he was. But it is my life. I will do what I want. Everyone knows that I have always been hard headed and nothing will stop
me. Not even unsupportive family. They will come around. It definitely makes me scared for the manyconversations to come in the future.
Later that day little brother and I went to his sophomore year home
coming! I met up and caught up with friends from grades below me and my graduating class! It was great! I froze my booty off and got stuck in a lot of traffic but had a lot of time to catch up with my brother. It was a lot of fun! Then he had his homecoming dance the next day. After a few altercations with my parents that morning I decided to shower and ignore them. Good idea right? Well I ignored my mom, and made sure she knew I was not talking to her. My dad? No I am a complete daddy's girl. I admit it is a problem. But we ended up having to bathe the dogs outside because they decid
ed they wanted to run all over Morrison Plantation.
Thank you Mom and Dad for picking a huge neighborhood to move into! So while we were bathing them we got to talk alot about it.
(They are fat beagles and beagle bassets so they get super dirty! Plus Libby decided to roll in the mud while she was soaked! Brilliant dog!) Then they got to sit in th
e driveway to completely dry off so that their hair looked hilarious dried! I ended up br
ushing them while my brother and parents went out (apparently I st
unk...). I had emptied a Walmart bag full of hair twice! It was nuts!
Dan(little brother) and his girlfriend looked quite spiffy at their homecoming! Might I just add Daniel doesn't dress up likeever! Rarely shaved,or showered for that matter before Tori! She has truly worked wonders for them! They looked so cute! She is gorgeous! And I guess Dan is kinda


handsome too! (
yuck :D) I love these 2! haha he is hilarious! I am pretty sure that he stole this f
ace from me! He is exactly 2 1/2 years younger than me but we round it up to 3! Just because he is younger does not mean smaller. He is a good 8 inches taller than me! Soo not fair! Even in super high stripper heels I don't come near how tall he is!
I remember when I lived at home, we shared a bathroom. He rarely used it. But almost every night we would end up brushing our teeth at the same time. He would just sit there and look/stare at me, smile, then look
at me again and start giggling! I couldn't figure out what he was doing! So I busted out laughing! He was looking at how short I was! But I will always remember our teeth brushing laughs! Goofball! I love that "little" guy and no matter what ends up happening he will always be my little brother and I know that
I can always go to him with anything. No matter how
bad it is. He is an amazing little brother!
The next day my mom and I had decided to go try on dresses, a last chance to make up

type thing. We tried on about every single non

slutty long dress in the store!
We found one that would be great but we were completely set on the red one....so we bought the red one! It shouldbe here next week! Then alterations. Then ball time! We're cutting it super late!I am so excited but completely and utterly stressed out beyond belief! I know that it will all work out. But these next 3 weeks might be the death of me! Hurry up November! I can't wait to see him in his blues! It has been a year! And 2 promotions later! Ahh!!!
Well I am back to Greenville. I have been back a week already. We went to the fair and well that was interesting! Ate enough fat and grease to last me a year! I met up with Kayla. And almost got into a pretty bad accident on the way back to school. People really don't know how to drive. They just randomly slammed on their brakes and the
Chris was out of the wire for like 5 days! It was great! We had a bit of a rough weekend, but that was because of lac
k of sleep and just being rude to each other. But at the end of the day I still love my jerkface! He is the love of my life!
He went back to work on Monday. So I am used to a lot happening the day he goes in. Mainly because I can't contact him and all that jazz. Well this Monday the whole world collapsed on me! Nothing was going right! I didn't sleep well at all, thanks boyfriend for falling asleep and not answering to tell me good night, I was up early when he call
ed to tell me he was going to work and couldn't fall back asleep. Then a shit ton of drama went down. It was all day. One thing after another. And I just couldn't take it anymore. By the time he called I had literally reached my breaking point and am so thankful that he called. Within minutes of him asking how my day was I had completely lost it and started balling. When I am crying on the phone with Chris while he is at work (rare) I usually get silent and he asks questions and he can tell because it takes a while to answer. This time I just didn't care. I let him know how upset I was. He knows that all I need is to hear that everything is going to be okay and that he loves me. Well he did that perfectly this time. He said "baby go to your facebook. look at those pictures of us. do you see how happy we both were? remember those times and look forward to the next happy times. look at them when we can't talk and when you

are getting down to remember
that I love you and that it all is going to be okay! I love you and promise you that it will be okay!"
My heart melted! Truly Melted! He spent the rest of the conversation trying to get me to laugh, and succeeding!
I have never really been friends with girls. I guess we just clash? Idk. But I am usually closer friends to guys. Well I have found my best friend. And it is moments like that that make me realize 1. how much he really does love me. and 2. that he really is there for me for everything, thick and thin, happy and sad. I always saw myself with a boyfriend. But never a best fri
end and a boyfriend all in one! I will never forget that conversation. He completely made it all better! I love him soo much! I fall more and more in love with him everyday!
Sunday was a pretty big day for us! 2 years ago on Sunday I got "drunk texted" all night from a boy who doesn't remember half of what he said to me! Who would have known that exactly 2 years later we would be madly in love, best friends, still together :), and

Now I must go to sleep! I didn't get my daily "I'm alive" phone call! But oh well! He better call tomorrow! :)
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