Today I was determined to have a great day! Hadn't heard from Chris in a couple of days but wasn't letting that stop me. I had over 300 comments on 2 statuses today. I learned something today: when your man is being an ass or you can't talk to him GO TO YOUR GIRLS! They really saved me today! They had me laughing the entire time! I love it! Great times!
But they made me realize something...back when Chris and I first started dating he used to be so romantic and cute! Used to take me to dinner all the time, have movie nights, bring me random things that he knew I was craving and this may sound bad but catered to my every need. Now I'm not saying I want him to cater to me 24/7 or do all of that because right now I know that is impossible. When Chris was training he fell asleep on me one night when I was having a really bad night. The next day he felt so bad I had 2 dozen roses waiting for me within 24 hours. I attached a picture. Now all I get is a "I'm sorry" the next day. For valentines day, not only did he take me out on a date night but he also got Gianna baby roses and me a dozen roses to match Gia's. He used to be soo romantic! Now all I get is....nothing. For my birthday he was working so I got a phone call 10 minutes after my birthday for 2 minutes. I love him and I am very thankful for everything he does for me. Don't get me wrong here! But I miss those little things! Even miss boot camp letters, and emails. He used to send the most adorable messages telling me why he loved me. Now when I try to be cute and start it it gets blown off. Idk what to do anymore!
I think we hit that speed bump where all the cute, romantic things ran their course. We've only been dating for 2 years. We should still be doing the romantic things....
Where is the love Christopher Joseph?? I know your Daddy taught you better than this! I've seen what he does for your Mom! :(
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